IDP is my Name

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IDP is my Name

My house and my home everything was destroyed
enemies and people replaced and deployed

all my neighbours have run away, my village is overtaken

I joined to save my life distraught and stricken
I wish could go back but, I am frightened and forbidden

I’m an IDP a traumatised citizen
a hostage in my country no ransom would be given

the Sky became my roof, IDP is what I’m known for
my bed is the ground dirt, or a drenched muddy floor

I have no dignity or pride, I am overwhelmed  by shame
no one remembers my old self, IDP is my new name

I have lost all my livelihood except a heart that is broken

I’ve joined other destitute, what they had was all taken

No one cares about my real name, I am the IDP here

in a make shift shelter, with no loved one near
suffering from hunger, despair and an ever-lasting fear

In 4 years, I became history, with no meaning to others
I lost my homeland, heritage and relics of my ancestors
overtaken by people who are unfamiliar squatters

I’m the displaced and the dispossessed
I don’t see any light, but desperate and distressed

My name stays as IDP, a forgotten entity
I remain a statistics a figure of infinity

I have become a scavenger, begging for piece of bread
many next to me are dying some have already fled

three years have passed,  I still remain as a slogan
Written on a placard ‘let the IDPs return’
I’m the dispossessed, the traumatised citizen

I’m a subject of discussion, my situation stays the same
justice is a coverup, power remains the central game

I don’t see much hope in a confusing post-war mess
no international community no politician that cares

My name is an IDP, I have no known address

Where I will be next year, is  just a matter to guess

I’m the displaced citizen even I forgot my name

known as the IDP last year, the year before, still remain the same

the constant thing is my dead soul, my weak body, heavy stigma and shame

I am the dispossessed, the displaced, and IDP is my known name

By JB

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